Oldies?

Lately, words have been falling awkwardly out of me. I don't know what to say and if I did then  I wouldn't know how to say it. I keep pushing people away.

I really haven't done anything productive today except for go to my history lecture. I planned on spending the day completing my research paper so I could just revise it tomorrow. Instead I watched Hard Candy, which really just annoyed me, and then slept. I slept from 4 - 8:30. My room is too messy anyways. I always feel like I can't do anything until I clean. I never clean. I'm pro at wasting days. I didn't think I could break a bad habit.

One of my roommate's mom is spending the night in our apartment tonight. Just weird.

I'm sick of you, MARGARET!