Coffee LOL

I realize that I haven't really been using this ALL THAT MUCH. This is because I have been exceptionally happy lately. Not to worry, however, I'm sure I'll be using it quite regularly this summer.

I don't know how I could have possibly thought it to be so easy. I don't know how I could have thought it would be smooth sailing. For me. For me? 

I knew better before. I don't like feeling like this. I didn't want this.

I'm so easily broken. It's fucking dumb.

how the heart bends, and summer she sends 


a sky that refuses to die 


with weeds of the sea that wrap round our knees 


and a sun too hot to go down 


you come around, you come around, you come around

AND I THINK I'M FUCKING UGLY.